| Tuesday, May 6th, 2003 |
| 11:14 am |
::laughs:: Jess!!!!!!!! You need walking lessons!! Last nights incident was funny as fuck! ::hugs:: I still love you sweetums!! Arwen will always love his Frodo. Current Mood:  amused |
| Tuesday, April 1st, 2003 |
| 12:41 pm |
Im back. Im feeling so much better now ::smiles:: Im glad ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) dillusioned728 and corona75 are here with me. I needed to see some familiar..and sane faces It's good to be home |
| Tuesday, March 11th, 2003 |
| 11:04 am |
Ive lost the love of my life. I was there when he died..I was holding his hand. He'd taken a nap, i held his hand cause he hates hospitals and doctors. It gave him a sense of trust, and comfort. When he didnt wake up after awhile...I was thinking it was strange. Then he stopped breathing, and the heart monitor had gone flat. They tried reviving him, but it didnt work. He was gone. When he was alive, his hand was warm and full of life. When he passed, his hand was limp..there was this stillness. I cant explain it. There wasnt even a tremble. I called Jessy and I told her the news. I think of all his friends, we're taking this the hardest. Chris was the sweetest. He was so caring for others. He didnt pay much attention to himself cause he wasnt self centered. He was always there for me, Jessy and his friends. He never judged anyone. This world has lost one of the sweetest, nicest people you could ask for. RIP Chris love! I miss you! Jessy has been so much help to me. She took me to her classes last night because she didnt want me to be left alone. It was fun. But watching Jessy, I could tell she was upset. She did a great job of acting like nothing was wrong. She's so much like Chris. Jessy's seriously the best. Thanks Jessy for staying with me last night. Youre wonderful. I love you to bits! Dont do anything stupid. Current Mood:  depressed |
| Monday, March 10th, 2003 |
| 2:13 pm |
this is something i came up with...i was drunk..so dont ask!
You have to take a shit, you have to take a shit. You dont use the toilet cause you cant afford it! You cant use the toilet. You cant use the toilet! Cause you dont know how to flush it! Youre too retarded, to pull the lever. Youre too stupid. You cant use it hah! I know Im sick! Current Mood: amused |
| Friday, February 21st, 2003 |
| 4:06 pm |
I hate theunseengrl so much!!!! shes a fucking twit! Jessy doesnt deserve that shit. No one does!! Motherfucker! ::frowns:: Amber? just fuck off!! Make the world a better place and go away Current Mood:  angry |
| Thursday, February 20th, 2003 |
| 11:23 am |
Jess did really well with her auditions last night. I think Shawn was very impressed with her. When she did her audition for Malcolm, everyone sat up and took notice. She literally became a diffrent person! She became the character. It was so cool. I really think my sweetie's got talent there. Im not joking either. She was amazing last night! ::crosses fingers, toes, legs, arms and eyes for you:: I love her to death! Me and Chris both do! ;) Im pissed about what Brandon did to her! He slapped her across the face! Literally bitchslapped her! That was uncalled for! Current Mood: annoyed |
| Wednesday, February 12th, 2003 |
| 1:52 pm |
moon_sphinx and i had been arguing over who we thought had a bigger package: orlando bloom or viggo mortensen. I said orli, and she said viggo. Then she was like "i know how big Viggo is, cause i fell face first into his lap when i met him, i dont know how big Orli would be. I think i need to fall onto his crotch so i can make my decision." hahaha! thats too funny. heh she knows that once she got her face down there in his crotch, she wouldnt have her face leaving it. ::laughs:: moon_sphinx seriously rocks my world hardcore Current Mood: amused |
| Sunday, February 9th, 2003 |
| 3:31 pm |
a poem i wrote for someone..they know who they fucking are!
live in a false life. live in a dream you cant accept the way things seem. you go around with a fake smile you know your ways smell like bile. Make yourself at home. Make yourself a treat. Just keep playing your pathetic lies on repeat. in the end you'll be so alone when nothings left cept dried skin & bone. you'll die with no one there by your side because they saw the person you hide. Current Mood: pissed off |
| 2:42 pm |
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| 1:34 pm |
OCC
Jessy's in the hospital. Im glad she's going to be ok! She means the world to me. I want her to be healthy. ::sends her healing energy:: |
| Wednesday, January 22nd, 2003 |
| 11:42 am |
I hate this! I really do! I hate seeing her like this! She had to go into the drs to get the thing done this morning. Now moon_sphinx is just lying on the couch staring off blankly. ::sighs:: I wish there was something I could do to cheer her up. But I feel so helpless. I want to do something. But I dont know what to do! I guess when youre as helpless as I am now, all you can do is stay by her side and show her that youre here for her. ::frowns:: I really hope no one will give her shit right now. She couldnt handle it, if someone did. None of this was her fault. Shes not a murderer either. This is something she had to do. The drs ordered her to do this. Im going to go comfort her. ::gives her healing energy:: I give my sweetie here credit for making me and Chris go and search for a more spirtual path. Im now studying and practicing Buddism. Jessys the best, seriously she is. But she must remember everything happens in this world for a reason, and we learn from them as well. bye! moon_sphinx its NOT your fault! Dont blame yourself! heres some Orli-goodness to make you smile sweets ::hugs::    see? he wants you to be happy ;) love you sweets! Cheer up ::hugs and loves:: Current Mood: worriedCurrent Music: Puddle of Mudd-Drift & Die |
| Friday, January 17th, 2003 |
| 5:16 pm |
my convo with my sweetums!!!
me: Num nums!! Jess: Arwen! me:Pip! Jess: Gandalf! me: guess what! Jess: what old man? me: Hey!!! be nice!! Jess: ok, what were you going to say? me: I love you sugar Jess: you love me? me: yes! I love you very much sweetums! Jess: you scare me me: :-D why do i scare you? jess: cause you just do! me: oh yeah? well amber scares me! jess: amber? me: Uh..yeah! Shes ALWAYS clinging to you! Its gross jess: ok... me: shes like gollum and youre the one ring. shes consumed by you jess: me? the ring? me: Gollum! Gollum! Just tell Gollum to go aways! Jess: *raises eyebrow* me: if you make gollum go away, you can prance around like Smeagol in the movie! jess: haha! thats funny! But i cant see myself dancing around :-p me: youd probably end up falling on your face jess: ha! so true. But its only if im around water me: like pippin in the midgewater marshes, when he falls on his face. jess: yeah i do that sometimes me: youre seriously a took, you know that? jess: yes i do! me: Youre a fool of a fucking took! jess: whatever pretty boy! me: dont call me that jess: pretty boy! me: bitch just kidding! ;-) jess: so now im a bitch?! me: youve always been a bitch jess: ...oh yeah! lol me: youre a bitch, a typical took, but i still love ya sweets. youre my pippin! jess: you mean you love my pippiness? me: yes..its just DARLIN' jess: oh God! you scare me me: always gotta do what ya gotta do lol Current Mood: content |
| Monday, January 13th, 2003 |
| 2:06 pm |
my sweetness made me that icon. yes! its of Orlando Blooms crotch. I dont care what you call think! Hes got a very nice crotch! thanks Sug! |
| Tuesday, December 31st, 2002 |
| 1:28 pm |
preciousss? this is for u The Missing Heo naefre wacode daegred To bisig mid daegeweorcum Ac oft heo wacode sunnanwanung Thomne nihtciele creap geond moras And on thaere hwile Heo dreag tha losinga Ealra thinga the heo forleas Heo swa oft dreag hire sawie sincende Heo ne cuthe hire heortan lust She never watched the morning rising, Too busy with the days first chores But oft she would watch the suns fading As the cold of night crept across the moors And in that moment She felt the loss Of everything that Had been missed So used to feeling the spirit sink She had not felt her own heart's wish Current Mood: good |
| Sunday, December 29th, 2002 |
| 3:55 am |
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| Sunday, October 6th, 2002 |
| 3:28 pm |
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| Thursday, August 29th, 2002 |
| 3:05 pm |
OCC
shes still in so much pain. I feel so bad for her. I tried helping her feel better. But i did all i could. I hope she gets better! Current Mood:  anxious |
| Wednesday, August 28th, 2002 |
| 1:49 pm |
OCC:
shes alright! her surgery went well. Which im glad. I stayed by her side most of the night. Kudos to me. Libby I love you! MWAH! You and her rock my world! |
| Saturday, August 17th, 2002 |
| 11:36 am |
When did Nelly get into voodoo? Thats weird. Shes alittle freaky now. But i still love her to death. |
| Monday, August 12th, 2002 |
| 3:51 pm |
I hope Nelly will let me come back into her life. Ive really missed her. And im really proud of how my daughter has grown up. Marie, youre so beautiful. Im so proud of you too. Nelly we need to get together and catch up on things. Ive really missed you my dear. We havent talked in so long! Current Mood: calm |
